Walking the Streets of Brooklyn in Only a Trench Coat and Lingerie

Mistress Alice instructed me to walk to my local coffee shop in Brooklyn on a Sunday morning wearing only lingerie -- a shiny pink camisole and pink lacy panties -- underneath a long London Fog trench coat.

The coffee shop was about four blocks away and I was excited and nervous as I walked down the busy sidewalks of my highly gentrified, family friendly neighborhood.

I was absolutely sure that everyone immediately could see there was something odd about the bare legs beneath my coat and my lack of shirt above and peg me as some as some sort of pervert -- perhaps a flasher, if not a cross-dresser.

But I walked there without incident.  I entered the coffee shop and ordered a coffee as I had been instructed.  To my chagrin, a male barista was on duty, instead of the usual woman who works there, and he gave me only a brief second glance as he served me.

Mistress Alice was sitting and waiting in the coffee shop with a friend.  After I left, they followed me, and a block later, I stepped into an alley where I opened my coat and showed my sissy pink cami to Mistress Alice and her friend and she recorded a video.  She laughed her wonderful laugh as a family approached and I had to scramble to cover myself.

Just another fun day of service to Mistress Alice.

Three Girls, One Credit Card

White Pleated Halter Playdress - $68.00
Shoreline blue embellished V-neck Bra Top Dress - $78.00


White Cutout Halter Bra Top Dress - $48.00











3 black long-sleeve Multi-way Dresses - $88.00 each













Fiesta red Push-Up Bra Top Dress - $78.00

Cotton Ruffle Cardigan Sweater - Pink Fairy - S -$38.00
Cotton Ruffle Cardigan Sweater - Pretty Periwinkle - M - $38.00
Cotton Ruffle Cardigan Sweater - Pink Fairy - M - $38.00















The Lacie™ Cheeky Panty -dark purple/soft grape - L - $10.00
The Lacie™ Cheeky Panty -spotlight pink - S - $10.00
The Lacie™ Cheeky Panty -neon red - M - $10.00




MK 268253 One Size Sexy Tee
J09-regal blue OS
1 $15.00 Backordered 02/28/2011

MK 268253 One Size Sexy Tee
AT7-spa blue OS
1 $15.00 In-Stock

MK 172180 Embroidered Eyelet Babydoll
092-white S
1 $35.00 In-Stock

MK 161206 Sheer Babydoll
Y90-sea breeze M
1 $29.50 In-Stock

MK 264906 "Hello, Bombshell!" Makeup Kit
099-multicolor OS
3 $29.50 In-Stock

MK 261505 Platform Pump
093-black suede 10
1 $89.00 Backordered 04/05/2011

MK 261505 Platform Pump
093-black suede 9
2 $89.00 Backordered 04/05/2011

MK 273423 Neon Paisley Push-up Triangle Top
NA4-pink S
1 $25.00 In-Stock

MK 265960 Cosmetic Bag
DK3-collage OS
2 $18.00 Backordered 03/01/2011

MK 265960 Cosmetic Bag
AP4-pink/white stripe OS
1 $18.00 Backordered 03/01/2011

MK 269658 Macramé Triangle Top
092-white M
1 $33.00 In-Stock

MK 273427 Dot-print Ruffle Triangle Top
AF6-light blue M
1 $20.00 In-Stock

MK 261821 Lace-top Stockings
DL3-black C
3 $16.00 In-Stock

MK 263970 Dream Angels® Demi Bra
B14-off white 34C
1 $48.00 Backordered 03/08/2011

MK 269260 Miraculous® Push-up Bra
010-deep beige/black lace sling 36B
1 $54.00 In-Stock

MK 269260 Miraculous® Push-up Bra
010-deep beige/black lace sling 34B
1 $54.00 In-Stock


MERCHANDISE TOTAL $1378.00 $880.00
SHIPPING/HANDLING $129.99 $90.24
SALES TAX $0.00 $0.00


American Express card $1507.99 $970.24

One Week in Lingerie

Lingerie Shopping -- The Reality (Part Two)

This morning I got up and under the button-down shirt and dress slacks I normally wear to work I put on Patricia Field bikini panties (black with pink trim) and sheer white thigh-high stockings. Quite a change from my normal boxer shorts.

As I rode the subway and walked the streets on my way to work, I kept wondering whether anyone could read my eyes or the way I was walking and guess the silky secret beneath my pants.

I left work early so I could do the lingerie shopping that Goddess Manuela had instructed. I went directly to the Victoria's Secret flagship lingerie store in Herald Square -- a two-story, brightly-lit emporium of all things frilly, satiny, and sexy. It was a Friday evening less than two weeks before Valentine's Day and the store was packed with women shopping for things to brighten up their boyfriend's or husband's winter.

I approached a salesgirl and informed her that I had been told to buy all the items on the list Goddess Manuela had given me. She helped me find a number of lacy pastel panties from the Sexy Little Things collection, but she assumed that I was purchasing them for someone else.

Then, I did a little shopping on my own, picking up several silky nighties (like the pink satin slip at left) that Goddess Manuela told me that I should wear each night in bed.

When I returned upstairs to the main lingerie area, I went to the hosiery section. I had a question about the meaning of the stocking sizes (A, B, C) and an attractive, very efficient Indian sales associate came over to help me.

She asked me how tall the girl I was buying the stockings for was. I said, "About my height." I paused nervously, then look the plunge, saying "Actually, they're for me."

She smiled and just said, "I see." She looked at the three silk nighties I was carrying on hangers and the shopping bag with several pair of panties inside and said, "Let me help you with those." I assume that they make a commission on sales at Victoria's Secret and she realized that she had a potentially big customer.

She helped me select several stockings and pairs of pantyhose and then walked me around to the various panty collections in the store holding my purchases. She helped me find the items on Goddess Manuela's list but also suggested several other items that she thought I should get. One time, the only pair of panties in the size and color I wanted were on a mannequin, so she happily took them off the mannequin for me and placed them in my bag.


Soon I had 16 pairs of panties of all colors and styles -- thongs, bikinis, regular briefs, hip huggers, Brazilian-cut -- as well as 4 satin slips or nighties, 3 pairs of stockings, and 2 pairs of pantyhose in my bag. The salesgirl allowed me to skip the long line at the main counter and had my purchases rung up at a side register. The total came to $440.

I came right home to show my purchases to Goddess Manuela. All my colorful new lingerie was in a distinctive, bright pink Victoria's Secret bag. It was a large bag, so it was obvious to everyone on the subway what I was carrying.

Lingerie Shopping -- The Reality (Part One)

Goddess Manuela had a fast and very positive reaction to my Lingerie Shopping fantasy. She wrote me the following:

Concerning your fantasy, I notice that we're on the same wave length. I want to control every aspect of your life my sweet, online and offline as well. I want you to buy yourself more women lingerie (pink, red, leopard print, pastel colours) and start wearing those at work everyday. You also must wear stockings underneath, but you're allowed to wear men socks on top, as I don't want to embarrass you at work or in front of your clients. I just want my little slut to feel sexy all the time. When you go to bed at night, I want you to wear sexy women nighties, babydolls. Take some pictures of yourself if we don't see each other that day/night.

That got me very excited and I immediately planned a trip to Victoria's Secret for the end of the week. When Goddess Manuela learned where I planned to shop she sent me a detailed list of panties and stockings to purchase that she created from the Victoria's Secret website. However, she made clear that I was not permitted to buy lingerie for myself on-line -- I needed to go to the store and tell the sales girl exactly what I wanted and exactly who it was for. Her note attached to the wish list said:

These are the items you must buy for yourself my pet. Go to the store and tell the shop girl that you've been instructed to buy these exact items. Then feel the satin and make sure you let everyone see that you can't wait to try them on.

:) Happy shopping!

Lingerie Shopping (A Fantasy)

Mistress Manuela and I walk into Victoria Secret. Mistress is wearing an elegant black business suit and I am wearing casual sports wear -- khaki pants, a blue shirt and a jacket. It is a Saturday afternoon and the store is full with people shopping, mostly women and few couples. The walls and shelves of the large room are covered with frilly delectable things of all colors and styles -- jade green teddies, pink corsets, bright red camisoles, black silk panties, garters, stockings of all types. It is a paradise for my eyes and just being there with my Mistress gives me a bulge in my pants.

I say, "Mistress, I will buy you what ever you like. How would you some beautiful European lingerie by Azzuma? Or how about the Nikita or Francoise collections by Agent Provocateur?

Mistress whispers to me. "We can shop for those thing later, my pet. I have different plans for today." Mistress walks up to the nearest shop employee -- a tall, innocent-looking blond young woman who seems about 20 -- and asks for her name.

She says "I'm Julie, How I can help you today?"

Mistress says "I am looking for some things for my friend here" and points at me.

Julie says, "We don't have much. We might have a few men's briefs and boxer shorts in the back of the store."

Mistress says, "That is not what I had in mind." And then loudly, so that everyone in the store turns and stares, Mistress says "What size panties do you think he wears?"

Julie looks confused at first, but then she looks into Mistress's eyes and knows that she is not joking. Julie pulls out a pair of cherry red bikini briefs off the nearest shelf and holds them up to my crotch to judge the size. Julie speaks to Mistress in a low, slightly embarased voice and says, "I think a small. Is there much down there . . . we need to be concerned with?" as she points to the bulge in my pants.

Mistress smiles and answers loudly, "No, don't worry about that. He has a very small cock; it shouldn't get in the way." Everyone in the store is pretending not to listen, but I can tell they are all watching with amusement and are barely able to keep from laughing.

Mistress tells Julie to put together a large collection of panties and other lingerie for me. Mistress tells me that she is not sure whether they will fit and that I should go to the back of the store to try them on. Julie comes back to the dressing room to assist me with the sizing. I can see the excitement on her pink cheeks as she tells me that it is store policy that an attendant always be present in the dressing room to prevent theft. So, I take off my pants and then my boxer shorts as she watches and I try on pair after pair of panties -- pink cotton briefs, black silk thongs, g-strings, low-rise panties, red lacy panties. Occasionally, Julie adjusts the panties on my ass or front and tells me how pretty they make me look. I can tell she is enjoying my ridicule almost as much as Mistress.

Finally, I have tried on all the panties and I am ready to go. Julie has already rung up a $400 bill for the lingerie. I look for my boxer shorts and I can't find them. Julie smiles and says that my Mistress took my underwear away when I was trying on the lingerie. I leave the pink satin panties I am wearing on and pull on my pants.

I go out to see Mistress and she has just taken scissors, cut my boxers into four pieces and thrown them into to the trash. She laughs and says, "I hoped you picked out some comfortable panties today. Those rags in the trash were your last pair of men's underwear. Early this morning while you were sleeping I threw out all your other boxers and briefs. From now on, underneath your suit each day at work will be a frilly feminine pink secret."

Julie hands me the large shopping bag of lingerie to carry home -- it is a clear plastic bag so everyone can see what I am carrying. She smiles and says, "It was a pleasure helping you today and I am sure I will see you again many times in the future."

As we walk down the street away from the store, Mistress says, "Also remember, my slave, that these panties will serve almost as a chastity belt -- to insure your fidelity -- because how could you ever take off your pants for another woman knowing that you would have to show her the panties you are wearing?" Mistress just laughs and then calls her real boyfriend on her cell phone to arrange their date for that night.

Masturbation Journal: Victoria Secret website

I have just spent the past several hours shopping for Tonya Truckler on the internet. I ordered items from Henry & June, Victoria Secret and other companies to put together a complete outfit to come alive as a devoted slut for Goddess Alexandra: padded bra, panties with hip pads, stockings, a black dress and a wig.

Of course, I enjoy looking at the models as I am doing the shopping. But I don't get sexual pleasure just from looking at the erotic women (or fantasizing about sex with them) as most straight heterosexual men would. Instead, I also simultaneously enjoy the idea of being (or becoming) the women, wearing the lingerie, and being the subject of another person's fantasy. Sometimes these blend together in a feedback loop -- I am not sure if I'm fantasizing about fucking a woman or fantasizing about being a woman being fucked by a man.

I move quite a bit about the Victoria's Secret site as I masturbate -- changing images, constantly getting new stimulation. I finally come while looking at the section with corsets and teddies.