I have just spent the past several hours shopping for Tonya Truckler on the internet. I ordered items from Henry & June, Victoria Secret and other companies to put together a complete outfit to come alive as a devoted slut for Goddess Alexandra: padded bra, panties with hip pads, stockings, a black dress and a wig.
Of course, I enjoy looking at the models as I am doing the shopping. But I don't get sexual pleasure just from looking at the erotic women (or fantasizing about sex with them) as most straight heterosexual men would. Instead, I also simultaneously enjoy the idea of being (or becoming) the women, wearing the lingerie, and being the subject of another person's fantasy. Sometimes these blend together in a feedback loop -- I am not sure if I'm fantasizing about fucking a woman or fantasizing about being a woman being fucked by a man.
I move quite a bit about the Victoria's Secret site as I masturbate -- changing images, constantly getting new stimulation. I finally come while looking at the section with corsets and teddies.
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