Sucking the Cum Out of a Used Condom in Public at the Grand Central Oyster Bar

The Oyster Bar in Grand Central Terminal

Last night, I saw Mistress Alice for the first time in more than three weeks, following her European tour.  We met in the Oyster Bar at Grand Central for a drink and a few oysters before taking the train to Connecticut for an evening of outdoor Shakespeare.  She looked amazing, as always, in a black dress and her tall, handsome, somewhat intimidating (shaved head, generally quiet) friend PH was with her.  

Used Condom in Plastic Baggie, Waiting to Be Drunk by Me 

Within two minutes of my sitting down to join them, she passed me a plastic baggie with a full, juicy condom from her previous night's encounter and told me to enjoy it.

The condom was tied off, so rather than trying to untie it in public, I bit off the tip and then squeezed the stranger's man juice directly into my eager mouth, like eating frosting directly from a plastic fast-food serving packet, pushing down the salty, viscous liquid in the condom until it hit my tongue.  I was in a relatively exposed location in the Oyster Bar and I think a wholesome tourist family looking to be seated saw me, but I have no idea if they understood what was happening.

After that, another friend of mine joined us, and we all went up to Connecticut to see an outdoor Shakespeare event I had foolishly bid on in a charity auction and won tickets for.  The exciting thing here is that my mom (73 and completely in the dark about my submissive life, AFAIK) joined us for the play and thus met Mistress Alice for the first time.

That happened, although because of the set up of the event (we were seated in chairs in a row), my mom didn't have too much direct conversation with Mistress Alice during the evening, but it all went off quite fine and it was a beautiful evening to be outdoors.

While waiting for the train to return to New York, I gave Mistress Alice her Father's Day presents, including a greeting card for a Daddy from her daughter and t-shirt saying "Daddy."  Overall, a fun and wholesome night.     

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 15 - Back in NYC & Boning Paul's Roommate

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Day time Friday June 15, Brooklyn 

[After arriving back in New York City late on Thursday night, Mistress Alice masturbated to orgasm three times through Friday evening.  One of those time she was thinking about the fact that she would impoverish me by making my allowance for next week just $8, as punishment for revealing that she made out with a Larper.  For those of you who may not know, a Larper, stands for someone who participates in Live Action Role Play.  For those of you reading this blog hundreds of year in the future, in the early 21st century in the United States, participating in Live Action Role Play was, for a variety of complex cultural reasons, considered an extremely "geeky" or "uncool" pastime.]  [$120 for three orgasms] 

Friday evening June 15 and early Saturday morning June 16, Brooklyn 

My friend Paul had texted a groupchat that I’m in inviting us all over for a very low-key night of catching up over a fire, drinks and grilled noms. Sounding like an ideal use of my first night back in Brooklyn, I immediately agreed and it ended up being a nice, intimate group. The night was very pure and wholesome, we all grilled and talked for hours. 

I went inside to make another round of cocktails when Paul’s roommate, Harry, who I had never met walked in.  He was definitely cute, and looked a bit taken aback by the strange girl in his home, so I introduced myself and mentioned that I end up at the apartment all the time (through being friends with two of the roommates).  I heard some hint of an accent, and had said something about Scotland, and I asked if that’s where he was from.  He corrected me that he was Australian, to which I replied that I hate his people, and this led to some banter.  I couldn’t tell if it was flirtatious, or just very Australian. 

After maybe eight minutes of this, I realized I had disappeared and went back outside with the fresh round of Moscow Mules. Eventually, Harry came out back to the yard where we had our fire and hung out for about an hour or so, not talking to each other too much. Eventually, we all decided to call it a night and he agreed, saying he needed to go to sleep ASAP as he had to wake up at 6 am the following morning to watch Australia play in the World Cup at some bar on the LES.  I jokingly asked if he wanted me to tuck him in, and he said yes. 

I followed him to his room laughing, while the all-male group of friends I was with sat their in shock of how easy that was. (Side note: I had previously checked with Paul and asked if it was cool if I potentially felt like being a creep, and he was very encouraging -- like the sex-positive icon that he is). 

Harry led me into his room and I pushed him on the bed and began making out with him, and not too long after, removing his pants and going down on him. I stopped for a bit, and he let me know I’m “really good at that.”  I smiled and removed my shirt.  We made out a bit more and eventually went to pound town. We went through several condoms, with him coming 2 or 3 times and me failing to get off :( 

He had also at one point gone down on me between bones in an attempt to rid me of my demons (make me cum), but I believe it was a fail unfortunately.  When I woke up, the bed was dry . . . so one can only assume.

When I got up to leave, he clearly saw me pick up one of the used condoms, tie a knot in it and put in my bag, but he didn't ask me any questions about it. 

I haven’t contacted him since, which I find very hot. I’m torn between sending him a screen cap of your blog post about swallowing his load, or just letting it linger until I inevitably end up having to see him again.

[$600, $200 for first encounter with Harry; $40 for making out; $40 for receiving oral sex; $100 for blow job; $100 for boning; $120 for Harry's orgasms]

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 3 orgasms and caused 3 orgasms.

Total Reward for Day:  $720
Running Total for Lust Month: $6,410

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 14 - Wholesome Travel Day In Iceland

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Mistress Alice at the Blue Lagoon, Grindavík, Iceland

Thursday June 14, Iceland

[Mistress Alice had a 20-hour layover in Iceland on her way home to New York from London.  Enough time to enjoy the Blue Lagoon, but not enough leisure for another make-out session or even any orgasms.  Don't worry Icelanders, I'm sure she'll be back.]

Daily Summary:  None.

Total Reward for Day:  $0
Running Total for Lust Month: $5,690

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 13 - Stuart Gives Mistress Alice Six Squirting Orgasms

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Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 12 - Stuart Makes Mistress Alice Jizz All Over Her Hotel Room

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Mistress Alice at the Gore Hotel, London

Tuesday June 12, Gore Hotel, London

[I received this email at about 2:45 pm London time:]

I was supposed to have a FFFM orgy tonight with a boy named Stuart and his girlfriend Cassandra + another girl who is a model and seems like somewhat of a play pet to them, but I think I’m opting out of the champagne bath + orgy part.

[Then this one at 9:15 pm London time:]

Just kidding. My libido is back.

Stuart came over to interview me for an article and I suggested we do our interview in the bathtub (it’s a very nice bathtub). He declined and was a bit awkward, despite having been very cool earlier on our walk (which as it turns out, he only suggested because he was hoping I’d be crazy so he could turn me down and say, never mind).  I poured him some rosé and we talked a bit while he was setting up. I suggested again that it would be funny to do it in the bath and he said no because he was distracted and uncomfortable enough and being wet and naked would’ve been too much. 

Realizing now that it was sexual tension that was making him uncomfortable, I kissed him to get it over with. This was a bad approach. He tried going down on me a few times and suggested we fuck beforehand so he could focus, I said no. We did the interview and it went very well.  Afterwards, after talking and laughing a bit . . . it was phuck time.

Stuart made Mistress Alice jizz all of her room, including on her boots

We got back to making out and he began going down on me (very very well) for a bit. He was very into me having an American accent, which I’m still confused and yelling about. I took him by the hair and put him back on the chaise lounge and took down his pants and began giving him oral, until his cock grew 3x the size (it was hard to begin with, but I guess he’s just prone to super boners? Was a good surprise!)

At this point, I needed him inside or me so I crawled like the depraved little whore I am to my bag and got out a condom. I laid myself out on the bed where he entered me and began pretty tame, though it still felt really good for me given the size and hardness of his erection. When things feel good for me, I have a hard time shutting tf up so I was a bit vocal and he grew concerned that he would come after no more than 5 minutes. To prevent this, he went down on me again and got me to squirt a pretty grotesque amount, soaking through the comforter and making what was a warm and comfy bed into a sex swamp.  Fortunately, you never realize these things until after you both get off. 

He entered me again, a bit more fun this time, and incorporating my vibrator between our bodies and I proceeded to squirt again. Feeling it splash onto his cock + lower abdomen and back onto my pussy and inner thighs was *really* nice. A sensation I haven’t felt since ol’ forearm dick. 

The chaise lounge that Stuart made Mistress Alice squirt buckets onto

He was now very excited and the sex got even more fun, covering a bunch of new positions and angles. He paused a few times to go down on me out of concern for prematurely jizzing. A true friend to women. 

I came a third time, and at this point he asked if I would like to continue fucking or if he should come. I chose option A. We fucked a bit more, then had a fun blow job bit that involved me crawling around a bit on the floor, and ultimately ended up back on the chaise lounge, where I was to blow him to completion, with the microphone on and the fellatio as well as his reactions being recorded. Though midway through this, he laid me on my back and made me squirt a forth time, while also stimulating himself and jerking off watching me come to orgasm a fourth time. 

I smiled and opened my mouth and began licking his cock a bit, signaling him to utilize it and come in it. We ended up with a massive load on my face, chest, and eyes - which you should’ve received a photo of from him.  [I did!]  

[$680, $200 for the first encounter with Stuart; $40 for making out; $40 for receiving oral sex; $100 for sucking his cock; $100 for fucking; $160 for Mistress Alice's four orgasms; $40 for Stuart's orgasm]  [Plus a $50 bonus paid directly to Stuart for sending me the photo referenced above.]

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 5 orgasms and caused 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $680
Running Total for Lust Month: $5,050

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 8-11 - London

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Mistress Alice enjoying her swanky London hotel

Friday June 8 to Monday June 11, London

[I have combined these days because not that much happened and the email from Mistress Alice was not entirely clear on dates]

Lucky for you, this will be a cheap week as I haven’t even unpacked or charged my vibrator since I’ve been in England.  Some stuff to catch up on:

Misha is a Russian expat NB goth boi splitting time between London and Oxford. Sweet enough, very smart and very nerdy.  Like, VERY nerdy.  [In his Tinder profile he describes himself as, among other thnigs, "Cosplayer. Larper.  Slytherin.  Tea Lover.  DM of D&D."]  We made out several times on Saturday. Ended up being part of the reason I opted out of attending Torture Garden. [$290:  $200 for first encounter with Misha, $40 for making out; $50 for sending me his Tinder profile]

Ricky is a very cool English dude who superliked me back on Friday and has been casually in my WhatsApp since. A bit older, in his 30s, works as a tour manager for bands. Very funny, very sweet guy who spent a lot of time in some of the the weirdest parts of the States and has some ridiculous stories. Offered to show me some cool stuff in Shoreditch which was fun.  We ended up back at his place until super late [on Sunday?]. 

Ended up making out with him as a diversion for a running joke we had going that involved me seducing him into giving me Matt Healy’s number so I could send him a nude. This led to on and off making out, and eventually we went up to his room where I made him undress and began to perform an artfully drawn out blowjob (not to completion), and midway through ordered an Uber back to my hotel because I thought it would be funny. He [like the writer of this blog]  has also fucked a puppet.  [$390:  $200 for first encounter with Ricky, $40 for making out; $100 for the blowjob; $50 for sending me his Tinder profile]

Total Reward for Period:  $680

Running Total for Lust Month: $4,370

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 7 - Travel Day

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Thursday June 7, Travel day from Prague to London

I jerked one out this morning, to impure thoughts which led me to a fun video.  [$40 for the orgasm] 

Also probably another one is coming soon, because the man I’m sitting next to on the plane as I write this is a beautiful Jude Law type Brit dude is who’s friendly with good airplane manners and my vagina is a slip and slide.

I have an overwhelming desire to bust a man in the balls for half an hour. Fingers crossed for London.

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $40

Running Total for Lust Month: $3,690

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 6 - Made Out in an Abandoned Asylum

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Mistress Alice suspended

Wednesday June 6, AirBNB in Prague

I jerked off just as a bit of procrastination.  [$40 for the orgasm]

Wednesday June 6, Bohnický Hřbitov Cemetery in Prague

I went to an abandoned asylum / cemetery to do some rope suspension on myself and I met a Czech guy named Andre, who was nice enough to take my photos for me and suggested we meet at the grounds later that night so I could suspend myself at sunset in a better, more goth outfit. 

Mistress Alice being super gothy at Bohnický Hřbitov

This sounded fun enough, and I wasn’t feeling any actual nightlife involvement, so I agreed, assuming it would be a two hour or so ordeal. We made out for a bit.  He would’ve liked to do more but I ended up flipping out on him and letting him know that women owe him nothing. It was fun. Unfortunately, I’m not sure homeboy got the message -- but I enjoyed it all the same.  [$240, $200 for first time with Andre; $40 for making out]

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $280

Running Total for Lust Month: $3,650

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 5 - Jerked Off While Thinking About Being a Slut

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Tuesday June 5, Prague

I jerked off thinking about the sex I had with Joey last night.  Not because it was so hot  . . .  Instead, I was thinking about the implications of my promiscuity that go along with the story (boning someone who I was only kinda lukewarm about, because hey why not).

[$40 for the orgasm] 

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $40

Running Total for Lust Month: $3,370

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 4 - Mediocre Sex with a San Diego Doctor in Prague

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics.

Monday June 4, Prague

Thank god for lust month for giving me something to smile about after last night's remarkably underwhelming vanilla sex with a man named Joey.

I had just checked into my Airbnb in Prague and needed to run out and buy some toiletries. As I was crossing the street, a cute but basic looking muscular guy asked me if I spoke English. I said yes, and he asked me I what time it gets dark around here. This led to talking a bit.  He was an American, a doctor from San Diego.  I gave him my number even though my phone was a dead man. 

We met up for drinks and ended up back at his Airbnb, though I had decided I really probably did not want to bone him but I’d hang out for long enough to see how small his dick is.  We actually got along pretty well, and he was pretty cute -- but I was sure he wouldn’t be a very entertaining bone and also got the vibe he could be a little bit clingy, or that he would go back home and be *way* too into telling the story that he hooked up with a New York dominatrix in Prague.  He had some rosè at his Airbnb flat and we put on the only music channel in the Czech Republic, which was entirely American Emo and Nu Metal from the late aughts. This I enjoyed. 

We ended up making out, which was fine -- and eventually I made him rub my back like the angry old aunt I am. He tried sliding up my leather pencil skirt, obviously not understanding how leather works, and at this point I said I was leaving. He calmed down and we went back to hanging out.  I would’ve actually left, but wasn’t sure of the way home and didn’t have my phone to navigate, nor did I know my address off hand.   

 We ended up making out again, which was fine -- and I started going down on him, after realizing he actually had a pretty nice sized cock and figured I’d literally just do all the work and then immediately leave. How bad could it be? First red flag was his reaction to my blow job. He seems like he may have only ever been with nice Jewish girlfriends and high school sweethearts. (I say this because he made a comment earlier about how he’s had to pretend to be super into being Jewish in all of his relationships, when he really just knows enough to have faked his way into getting birthright.) 

I was rubbing the tip of his cock on my clit while doing fun ear stuff, and as I went to put it inside of myself he seemed very shocked and insisted we start with him on top. Fine. The initial feeling was nice, pretty slow which was good as we struggled to get him in despite me being pretty wet. He was inside or me and being very gentle for about 5-7 minutes, when I turned him over and got on top. 

Once this happened, the Airbnb bed was obnoxiously loud so I stopped and laughed and said I can’t do this, he went over to the couch and sat there, so I excitedly jumped on and went at it for a bit. Things were fine, though not as good as they would be if he were someone who I had more of a sexual chemistry with. He was basically a literal dildo.
 
I tried to make things more fun by incorporating some very playful sandbox kink, which he did not take well to at all. He asked me to stop, so I lightened up and positioned his hands on me so that he could be in a position of dominance, if that was more his style. It wasn’t. Though things did get fun when he stood up holding me and told me to hold on tight with all my limbs. We did the basic strong dude stand-up fuck where he basically threw me with himself inside, and this was actually very fun and could’ve possibly resulted in squirting had it gone on for a few strokes longer. 

At this point, I was enjoying things a bit more and suggested we do doggy and take a video for him to send you [slavid]  directly.  [Sadly I never got this.]  While in doggy, I literally did all the work- which is fine, but I think if it as being a bit of a slutty/submissive position and prefer to feel like I’m getting fucked out of my comfort zone.  During the clip, he asked me to call him master, which I laughed at and did not do. 

Eventually he came, very noisily but not in a sexy way. I playfully made fun of him and told him to Uber me home. He did, and insisted on walking me out. On the way out, there must have been something going on because there was a group of five Czech people (men and women) dressed pretty punk who I would’ve preferred to have boned. I was immediately filled with regret. 

He said, “Don’t be a stranger, I’ll hit you up when I come to New York” to which I replied, “Please don’t” and got in my Uber.  He probably thought I was joking. 

Nice enough, and shouldn’t have been as bad as I’m making it. Maybe I’m just a sexually spoiled brat after last week’s bathroom kink and public lesbian orgy.  

[$480, $200 for first encounter ever with Joey, $40 for making out, $100 for the blow job, $100 for intercourse, $40 for his orgasm] 

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice caused 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $480

Running Total for Lust Month: $3,330

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 3 - Lesbian Orgy at the Kit Kat Club

KitKat Club, Mitte, Berlin

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics. 

Sunday June 3, KitKat Club, Berlin, approx. 2 am to 8 am

We arrived at the Kit Kat Club just before 2 am.  The queue to get in the club was rather long and Mary and I had really taken a liking to each other and killed time easily by intensely making out for most of the wait.  Probably to the point of it being indecent on the streets of Berlin, but whatever -- it is Berlin. [$40, making out]

Mistress Alice and Mary making out on the streets of Berlin

Once we got in the club, Aleks and I gave her the tour.  The bright red graffiti on Mary's back that said "ASK MISTRESS TO SEE ME MASTURBATE" was visible to all and a few people took me up on the offer to make her touch herself for their enjoyment.  The first of these was a very hot muscular Icelandic man who I regret not having sex with, and the second was a nice looking, rather typical “manly” looking German man who made the request on behalf of his very cute, androgynous Dutch girlfriend, "Elsa." 

The couple enjoyed the show very much, and he immediately offered me to Domme his girlfriend but I politely declined as I assumed he was lying about her being his girlfriend (as it turns out, I was wrong, though my reading of her as gay was spot on). Eventually, this same couple approached us again and Elsa, the cute Dutch woman, asked me, on her knees, if she could lick the pussy of my slave. I opened Mary’s legs and let her at it, and though it seemed like a very good job was being done, her boyfriend and I still spanked her a bit, as he let me know she’s a masochist and loves girls being mean to her. 

Eventually I took Elsa by the hair and put her between my legs, and began servicing Mary myself. [$280, $200 first encounter with Elsa, $40 giving oral, $40 receiving oral]  Elsa did a wonderful job at giving head and eventually her boyfriend joined in with a gloved hand and fingered me until I squirted excessively all over da club, making quite a puddle and getting some on her face. [$280, $200 first encounter with Elsa's boyfriend, $40 being fingered, $40 for orgasm.]

I tried to make Elsa lick up my ejaculate, but she expressed some concern over having seen a group of leather daddy men having an anal fuckfest in the general area earlier and her not wanting to risk eating poop.  Eventually, I allowed her to make out with me and we took a bit of a break before heading to one of the hospital beds where I sat on her face and alternated between spanking and lightly rubbing her heavily pierced clit. [$40, making out / misc]  This attracted quite a crowd and Mary pulled herself away from servicing Aleks orally to join in. 

This kicked off a mind-blowing three-hour orgy in which Mary experienced her first squirting orgasm ever and I came twice as well. [$80, two orgasms]   We alternated several positions, and though we denied most people who tried to join in access, we accepted a few cocks that were thrown our way and would remove our heads from the orgy briefly in order to fellate them, even at one point giving a three-girl blowjob which was very hot. I think the total number of cocks I sucked was a lousy two, as I missed out on the Icelandic man because Elsa was having too much fun going down on me while receiving anal. [$480, two blowjobs to strangers]

I believe the total number of people I made out with that night was five, including Aleks, Mary and Elsa. [$80, for ones not already noted above]  I believe the total number of orgasms caused by me directly was between 4-6, so we can round it out to 5. [$200]  Total number of orgasms experienced by me was 3.  [Noted above] Toward the very end of the night, before realizing it was 7:45 a.m., I also had penetrative sex with Aleks again.  [$100] 

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 3 orgasms, caused 5 orgasms.
Total Reward for Day:  $1,600
Running Total for Lust Month: $2,850

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 2 - Training Slavegirl Mary at a Berlin Hotel

Slavegirl Mary, written on by Mistress Alice

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics. 

Saturday June 2, 25hours Hotel Bikini Berlin, morning and afternoon. 

I jerked off two times, both times using my lil' egg vibrator.  One time I don't remember the stimulus, the other is too shameful and I refuse to disclose it.  [$80, $40 for each masturbation to orgasm] 

Saturday June 2, 25hours Hotel Bikini Berlin, evening. 

[Aleks is a very tall, thin, attractive Berliner, something of a goth and in the music industry.  Mistress Alice had met when him when we traveled there together in November 2017 and they had good sexual chemistry and hooked up repeatedly on that trip including inches away from me at the Kit Kat Club.  Mary is Aleks's girlfriend, a legal intern who is apparently somewhat submissive.] 

Aleks and Mary came over to my hotel where we all had a few drinks and took our ecstasy pills. Mary was very sweet, very beautiful, and much better at English than I had expected, which was a pleasant surprise. After we were all comfortable, I began making out with Aleks and Mary seemed very turned on by it.  Aleks and I told her to  strip for us and continued making out with each other. [$90, $50 for first encounter with Aleks in Lust Month, $40 for making out] 

Eventually I also kissed Mary, which turned into a a pretty long and passionate make out session. Once I pulled away she squeaked with joy and revealed to me that I had been the first girl she's ever kissed. This excited me, so I began stimulating her pussy and nipples pretty mercilessly, loving the dramatic reaction I was getting from her. We then inserted the buttplug I had purchased for her earlier in the day, and Alex went inside of her and fucked her just before she would’ve come. [$240, $200 for first encounter with Mary ever, $40 for making out/fondling] 

Then Aleks entered me and we boned for a bit, after telling Mary she was to lay to the side, not allowed to masturbate as she watched. She sat on the hammock adjacent to my hotel bed biting her lip and focusing on our every movement. I went back to stimulating her, while Alex distracted her up above and she forgot the rule we had previously given her and had an orgasm. [$100 for intercourse with Aleks]

Mistress Alice and Slavegirl Mary

At this point, we blindfolded Mary, gagged her with her own panties, and I laid her down on the bed and began writing some fun little slurs on her body (“slut”, “pet”, “Mistress Alice’s Pet”, and “Owned anal toy”), then “Ask Mistress to watch me masturbate” on her back. We traced each of the words with my fingernail and calculated all the letters she had missed or fucked up, each punishable by 10 floggings. She was scared to receive her first bit of corporal punishment, but thoroughly enjoyed it.  After this, I playfully wrote “Charlotte Sartre is my Dom” on her ass and I joked about sending it to her, which I eventually did as the ecstasy kicked in. [In turn, Charlotte Sartre posted the photo on her Twitter for all her fans to enjoy.]

We also engaged in some very fun public play, dressing Mary up in a very short American Apparel dress of mine with no panties, and bringing her up to the rooftop bar of the hotel where we fingered her to the point of orgasm.  [$80, $40 for fingering, $40 for causing Mary's orgasm] 

We were also on the ledge of the wrap-around balcony, right next to where plants served as a divider for the employee/smoking lounge for all the bar and hotel employees. I was dressed for the Kit Kat,and Mary is rather quiet- so I can only assume that at least a few of the smoking employees had some idea of what was going on. One of them enthusiastically complimented my outfit as soon as I walked into the very busy bar, so I’m unsure as to whether they would’ve enjoyed knowing something fun was happening or would’ve been offended by it. 

At that point it was well after midnight and we called an Uber and headed to the famous Kit Kit Club . . .


Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 2 orgasms, caused 1 orgasm. 
Total Reward for Day:  $510 
Running Total for Lust Month: $1,250

Mistress Alice's Lust Diary - June 1 - Messy Bathroom Blowjob at "House of Red Doors"

Mistress Alice, dressed for the House of Red Doors

This is part of a series for the month of June 2018, celebrating lust, in which Mistress Alice recounts her sexual adventures in detail for me while I am locked in chastity and I pay her generously for her promiscuity.  Details are here. In contrast to the rest of this blog, these posts are in the words of Mistress Alice (lightly edited from her emails) with my additions and reward calculations in italics. 

Friday June 1, 25hours Berlin Bikini Hotel, approx. 1 am 

I jerked off once before going to the club, using my vibrator and thinking about getting destroyed again by Arthur ("forearm dick"). [$40, orgasm] 

Friday June 1, House of Red Doors, approx. 2:30 am to 6:30 am

Went to the "House of Red Doors" party around 2:30 am.  I spent a fair portion of the night with an attractive, slightly older Peruvian-German who looked somewhat like Dwayne Johnson (so that's what I'll call him) and another new friend, Samuel S.  Very nice and seemingly well connected blokes. Dwayne was not my usual type by any means, but he had an attractive energy and I was on a cocktail of drugs and making out feels good, god dammit..  We began making out hours into hanging out on and off.  [$240, $200 first time with Dwayne, $40 kissing/fondling]

We went to one of the many sexier rooms and laid on a bed next to a couple having sex and got a little frisky/cuddly, where another gentleman joined and I also made out with him once or twice. [$40]  Eventually Dwayne and I went to the bathroom to do some drugs and ended up getting into some fun Berlin bathroom stall spanking/biting/power struggle which ultimately ended in me giving him a very nasty blowjob in the bathroom.  [$140, $100 blowjob, $40 for his orgasm]

I also met a woman, Belle, a very cute 22 year old from Moscow who was enjoying her first time in Berlin. I left the dance floor and she followed me and we smoked a cigarette in the lounge area and we ended up talking and eventually making out a bit, later Dwayne joined us and we did some very light 3-person-making out. [$240, $200 first time with Belle, $40 kissing/fondling]

My last encounter was with Paolo, an Italian man living in Berlin. We actually exchanged eyes a bit a few times in the club because I couldn't tell if he was extremely hot or not. Shirtless, skinhead, tatted, nice eyes -- otherwise meh. He randomly walked up to me while I was in a cuddle lounge area (with several other people) and made out with me. It wasn't entirely consensual and I pushed him away, but part of me actually found the confidence incredibly hot. He caught me leaving and introduced himself and I was glad I squashed it, he seemed way too Italian which didn't at all match his aesthetic. [No reward because it wasn't fully consensual.]

Friday June 1, 25hours Berlin Bikini Hotel, approx. 7:30 am

I jerked off again after the club, thinking about a few very attractive couples I watched bone despite the heat in the club and thinking about the fun bathroom spanking and blowjob session with Dwayne. [$40]

Daily Summary:  Mistress Alice enjoyed 2 orgasms, caused 1 orgasm.

Total Reward for Day:  $740

Running Total for Lust Month: $740

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Mistress Alice Has A New Website! (and an Update on Slavid's Social Media)

Mistress Alice has a beautiful new website, https://www.ladyblackwell.com/, which includes a gallery with amazing photos, updates on her travel plans and a recently created blog of her adventures.

I am also honored that she has arranged for a feed of posts from this blog to appear on her site.

In other social media news, I created an Instagram account a few weeks ago, under the name @slavid.nyc.  My Instagram can be found here and Mistress Alice's (@mistressalice) is here.

I also maintain (rather sporadically) a Tumblr with captioned photos at http://cuckoldhumiliation.tumblr.com/.
Unlike this blog and my Instagram which are 100% real, the captioned photos on Tumblr frequently contain elements of fantasy and exaggeration  -- they provide a glimpse at my id rather an accurate chronicle of my life.  (Although the captions marked #real are based on real events.) 

Bring Out The Gimp . . .

I tried on my Halloween costume early at Mistress Alice's apartment tonight - a full gimp outfit with a leather straitjacket, faux leather pants and a leather hood with lockable blindfold and gag.  With the straitjacket and hood on I am really am quite vulnerable and helpless.

To preview the costume, Mistress Alice had me walk down the hallway of her large Brooklyn loft building past an open apartment doorway where I would be noticed.  After lingering in front of the open doorway for a moment, I started walking away, but someone called out, "Hey weirdo, come back . . ."  So I turned around and a friendly couple came out to greet me and enjoy my costume.

Despite it being only October 20, they had a bowl of fun-size candies ready and offered me one, assuming that I was trick or treating, I guess.  I accepted but then, because I can't use my arms in the straitjacket, the woman had to unwrap the candy and feed it to me through the mouth hole in the mask.  It was a nice moment. 

Truffled Mac & Cheese Flung onto the Sidewalk

At the conclusion of a three-day period of making me find my meals in trashcans (see here), Mistress Alice checked in with me.  Because she is a humanitarian at heart, Mistress Alice informed me that she was meeting a man for dinner tonight, they planned to eat outside, and she would be willing to throw me some scraps of food if I came by. 

While I had already scavenged a pretty nice meal for myself, I readily agreed to Mistress Alice's generous offer.  Mistress Alice and her date were eating at a romantic restaurant just east of Union Square in Manhattan.  They were taking advantage of the unseasonably warm October night to dine al fresco at one of three small tables adjacent to the sidewalk. 

I took the train to Union Square, walked by the restaurant and made eye contact with Mistress Alice, and loitered for a moment on the sidewalk near her table.  Without a word, Mistress Alice flung some of the truffled mac and cheese from her plate on to the sidewalk in front of me.  I quickly scrabbled over to the food, picked it off the ground, and ate it with my fingers.  It was creamy and delicious.  

Mistress Alice then threw another spoonful of the pasta at me, as well as a piece of bread.  I again got down on my knees, picked the pasta off the sidewalk with my fingers and jammed it in my mouth.  It was the type of mac and cheese with large pieces of pasta, so it was easy to pick up and eat with my fingers.  (I later learned that Mistress Alice had specifically selected that entree for ease of throwing to me, rejecting short ribs as too messy and risotto as too small to pick up by hand, so I know how thoughtful she is.)  I got so much food in my mouth I needed to stand a few feet away and chew my food for a minute.

It is hard to explain just how much I adored this.  Part of it was the deep humiliation of being thrown scraps of food on a busy Manhattan street while my Mistress enjoyed a wonderful meal seated at the table.  But more than anything it was the expression on Mistress Alice's face as she threw the food at me:  both gleeful and disdainful at the same time; a powerful combination of sadism, irony, and humor.  

Once I had finished chewing the food, I thanked Mistress Alice profusely and walked away to let her continue her meal with only a minimal interruption.  As I walked back to the subway, I ate the bread that she had thrown and thought about how lucky I am.                

I Eat Garbage For Three Days to Learn a Valuable Lesson

I was careless with Mistress Alice's money.

On Saturday night, I was horny after about three weeks in chastity and I whined a little to Mistress Alice.  She graciously gave me permission to "get my rocks off" as long as I did it on Chaturbate where some other guys could watch me.  I did so, but unfortunately while I was on that site I fell into some old, bad habits (of spending money on cam girls) and I spent $225 in tips to other women and transwomen as I masturbated on Saturday night and early Sunday morning (before re-affixing the chastity device on Sunday).

Foolishly spending that money meant that I had only $2 left from my weekly allowance as of Monday morning, with my payday not until Thursday.  On Monday, when I told Mistress Alice what had happened, she told me I needed to face real discipline.

She informed me that I was allowed to eat only food I found on the street or in garbage cans until my payday on Thursday.  And so began my three days of garbage scavenging in which I did not spend a single dime on food or on any other expense.  Here's what I ate:

Monday

It took some looking but at lunch time I went through multiple garbage cans in a nearby subway station and I found a small bit of thrown away Chick-fil-A sandwich that I had for my lunch in my fancy Manhattan law office.

Monday (10/16/17) - Lunch

Remnants of a Chik-fil-A sandwich from a garbage can in 

47th-50th St. Rockefeller Center subway station

For dinner I got lucky to find several items out in plain sight on my commute home from work, which I grabbed and added to my bag:

Monday (10/16/17) - Dinner
Abandoned McDonald's bag and leftover vegetable soup.
Both found in 50th St. subway station

And once back in Brooklyn Heights, I went through a few more garbage cans looking for dessert:

Monday (10/16/17) - Dinner, Dessert #1
Discarded apple found in trashcan outside the student dorm
on Clark Street, Brooklyn Heights

Monday (10/16/17) - Dinner, Dessert #2
Crumbs from a gingerbead cake
found in my neighbor's garbage can.

Monday (10/16/17) - Dinner
The full feast once it had been plated.

My experience the first day showed me that I would not starve -- at least in a garbage-plentiful spot like midtown Manhattan -- but that it did take some dedication to look in numerous garbage cans and even rummage around in them to find something useful.  Moreover, I learned my lesson as I ate the cold fries and soup and went to bed a little hungry. 

Tuesday

I got lucky the next morning and found a uneaten half of a breakfast sandwich in the small urban park right near my office building.

Tuesday (10/17/17) - Breakfast
Sausage, egg & cheese sandwich and the trash can I found it in.

At lunch time I got smart and searched the garbage cans in a little food court area in the underground concourse at Rockefeller Center.  A note to freegans, the homeless or others:   the discarded food is relatively plentiful there (and the garbage cans are relatively low, making them easier to retrieve things from for a short slave, compared to the high-topped subway and street trash cans).  I found a half bagel sandwich as well as some crackers I saved for dinner.

Tuesday (10/17/17) - Lunch
Salmon, cream cheese & tomato on a bagel,
from Rockefeller Center concourse garbage can

After work, I had less luck, so I made a dinner out of the unopened bag of Hale & Hearty soup crackers I found at lunch time and went to bed a little hungry.

Tuesday (10/17/17) - Dinner
Hale & Hearty Soup Crackers from
Rockefeller Center concourse garbage can

Tuesday (10/17/17) - Dinner
Neatly plated.

Wednesday

On Wednesday morning I went back to the Rockefeller Center food court area and found the destroyed remains of another breakfast sandwich.

Wednesday (10/18/17) - Breakfast
Egg & bagel sandwich remnants from Rockefeller Center trash can.

For lunch, I hit the trash cans at an Au Bon Pain near my office and an adjacent urban park.  There was definitely a risk that one of my co-workers could have seen me retrieving food from the trash, but a slave needs to eat. What I found was a medley:

Wednesday (10/18/17) - Lunch
Small crumbs from a chicken sandwich from Toasties;
an eighth of a yummy chocolate muffin from Au Bon Pain
and some vegan artificial butter

For my final meal, I went back to that same park and hit the jackpot.  A large portion of food from the Halal Guys food truck, with an unopened packet of white sauce (delicious, although the pita was soggy) and a decent quantity of Chinese food.

Wednesday (10/18/17) - Dinner
Chicken, lettuce, rice & pita from Halal Guys
plus chicken & vegetables from Chinese restaurant

I learned a lot in these three days.  First, I learned that it is quite a bit of work but I could probably survive as a freegan in New York City (although I might be lacking in fresh vegetables).  Second, I learned a little bit more about how far I would go to humiliate myself for Mistress Alice.  Finally, and most importantly, I learned a valuable lesson about the importance of obeying Mistress Alice and being careful with her money and not returning to my old habits.